People are like bears

Hey guys. I'm sorry for the rare blogging at the moment. i've been on summerholidays for five weeks now, and i've only been home for a couple of days all in all.
The title of this post is so due to a note i wrote this spring, a hot and nice day, i sat on a lawn downtown enjoying a beer with a mate. you could hear the insects buzzing, and the sky was blue.
opposite of many others.i can easily just sit around in town sometimes at winter as well i do at summer.  i've noticed the town seeming relatively 'abandoned' of human activity at winter. Anyways! At that hot spring-day it was quite clear how many people who suddenly had come out to enjoy the weather, either walking around the town enjoying the weather, or chilling at the lawn. and it hit me, with abit rough symbolic translation - we do just like bears in the winter, go home and stay in our warm comforting homes ,being inactive, sleeping more, being protected from the coldness, wetness, and darkness.

And at spring - there's suddenly double as many people on the streets, or something like that. :)

yesterday while cycling around enjoying the nature, i found a caterpillar crossing the road :)

 for the danish readers - her er nogle unavngivede tekster jeg skrev i går. håber i kan lide dem (:

Døden.
Mærkelighederne
og udfordringerne
sangen. stemningen, og stemmerne.
musikken opstigende fra byerne
og fuglene
fuglene, de frie flyvske fugle og så de flyvske tanker.
tankerne der spreder sig op over by og land, spinder sig sammen
rammer hinanden, påvirker hinanden
spirallerer, blandes, og kollapser
Søger ned i folks hoveder igen
danner billeder og landskaber
genialiteter og dumheder
drømme og fantasier
fortager sig derpå
 og forsvinder

En lille pige
fantasererende
liggende skjult i højt græs med øjnene på klem - blændet af solen.
mærker græsset mod sin krop.
smager på livet.
en  pause fra den så indtryksprægede hverdag.
næseborene vibrerer.
hun har bare tæer
ubevidst om verdenens grusomheder
nyder hun ubevidst sin frihed
ånder ud
hendes øjne er klare
græsset er vådt af dug
vådt og højt og kølende.
og insektfyldt.
en fugl ses højt på himlen, spejdende og vågende.
tryghed overvælder den lille sjæl som øjenlågene langsomt falder i
trætheden skyller indover himlen,
fortætner
og formørker den

 by nutz (:

The Arrow And The Song

Yesterday, while being at my girlfriends place, i found a poem in a relatively old book of hers.

among others, i found this one somehow appealing to me.


I shot an arrow into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For, so swiftly it flew, the sight
Could not follow it in its flight.

I breathed a song into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For who has sight so keen and strong,
That it can follow the flight of song?

Long, long afterward, in an oak
I found the arrow, still unbroke;
And the song, from beginning to end,
I found again in the heart of a friend

Picture related to friendship.
Otherwise unrelated, but i like it :)

Sadness put to pictures

elationistic aesthetics, expressionism, monochromatism, vanitas, futurism, cubism, contrapposto, pastiche, repoussoir, and gradients.

I apology for the rare blogging at the time, i having some exams at the time.
- you should be able to guess at least one. :)
Even though it's a relatively focused topic at the time, I would like to pay off a thought to something that haunts me almost everyday; the palestinian people in gaza, and the terrible stuff they undergo everyday. Along with my thoughts i'll send some chosen pictures which i think is pretty good and fitting. Link to the source in  under the first pictures, worth seeing.

basically I feel helpless. I hope the world will 'wake up', soon enough.

"Mankind must put an end to war or war will put an end to mankind."

John F. Kennedy Speech to UN General Assembly, Sept. 25, 1961 35th president of US 1961-1963 (1917 - 1963)

http://www.boston.com/bigpicture/2009/01/scenes_from_the_gaza_strip.html

The next 4 pictures here are related to the us war in general. I included these even though they differ from those from gaza, as they  are thought-provoking in another way. I like the first picture of Bush, as i think that you can spot something in his face that expresses just a little bit of sorrow and compassion. Maybe this is a proof that even him, who's standing there trying to hold his tough president-facade with the little american flag, also sometimes can be overwhelmed of the terrifying dread of war.

Den Miserable Virkelighedsflugt

"En afhængighed kan antage mange former. Hvad enten det er en afhængighed af at vinde en auktion med det højeste bud på eBay, sniffe kokain eller spise chips, er afhængighed en sygdom med enorme sociale, psykiske og fysiske konsekvenser

Marisa Peer, som er ­psyko­terapeut i London, definerer afhængighed som en jagt på ‘alt, der bevæger hjernen væk fra en dårlig eller negativ følelse til en god’. Altså, det behøver ikke være alkohol og stoffer, det kan være alt, der påvirker hjernens nydelsescentre. At spille, rapse i butikker eller shoppe online er noget, mange mennesker er afhængige af."

(eng: Marisa Peer, who is a psychotherapist from London defines addiction as "A hunt of everything that moves your mind away from a bad or negative feeling to a good.")

What if life, and the reality became the negative feeling?

Then your addiction, would be a hunt of escaping it.

-nutz

They Are Trying To Kill Us

Women getting more beautiful, say scientists

Evolution has led to women, but not men, getting progressively beautiful, according to scientists. 

Researchers found that attractive women have more children than their less attractive counterparts and that a higher proportion of those children are female.

Once those daughters become adult they tend to be good looking themselves and so the pattern is repeated as women over the generations become steadily more aesthetically pleasing.

Beautiful women can be bad for your health, according to scientists

Researchers tested 84 male students by asking each one to sit in a room and solve a Sudoku puzzle. Two strangers, one male and one female, were also in the room.
When the female stranger left the room and the two men remained sitting together, the volunteer's stress levels did not rise. However, when the volunteer was left alone with the female stranger, his cortisol levels rose.
The researchers concluded: "In this study we considered that for most men the presence of an attractive woman may induce the perception that there is an opportunity for courtship.

Cortisol is produced by the body under physical or psychological stress and has been linked to heart disease.  Chronically elevated cortisol levels can worsen medical conditions such as heart disease, diabetes, hypertension and impotency.



In some way i find this evolution sick.
In some way all us men are so perceivable... 

I guess it's just the new evolution ..
´´_ Nutz

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Udenfor-mig-selv

føler mig trådt på
kroniskt frustreret
til rotterne
fucked
 og behandlet som skidt
jeg længes
Men den personlige ambivalens ..-
jeg er truly fucked.


en kulde smyger sig op ad min krop .
Hvad er det egentlig jeg forestillede mig?
Jeg synes der var så meget. Hvor blev det hele af?


Jeg er perfekt ..
- udenfor migselv
jeg har det godt
men jeg er ikke glad
det hele blev som jeg ville
- jeg er ikke glad

selvtilliden er ekspanderende
og jeg er ikke glad
men hvorfor?
..er jeg ikke glad?

the loop of life

endnu en gang
viser min utilstrækkelighed
mit indre kaos
og mine modstridende konflikter sig
at resultere i kompromisløs og forståelig utilfredshed
jeg vil, jeg kan
jeg vil ikke, jeg kan ikke


der er en dybere mening med sætningen
"the man in charge is the man who seizes life"

in my everyday-hibernate
i dwell
and slumber too deeply - yet awake
making clever interpretations
resulting in
a slow
suffocation
and exhaustion
noise in my head
the noise in my head

the lack of activity
leads to lack of inspiration
lack of change
i tire myself
get in charge!