Identity

who am i, who am i, who am i? the answer ought to be simple
The question was asked several years ago
it was answered
by me
Like i've.. taken a step backwards down the ladder.

I've changed
Once again i ask
What can i be? can it really be answered by me?

I...am not fan of strange feelings you can't dodge.

Yet i feel IT! I fEEL Strange feelings. generated by my sick mind
my weak mind. they were supposed to be ignored
grue.... blasted sensitivity
i need
to be stabilized
A securance please. and make it one of those uncommercial mental ones.

Do i really need to. get my stability elsewhere? to get securance. elsewhere
i doubt in him who fits insanity

Insane.. yet so... Normal. Like i could just choose.